Originally posted by auntmatilda
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Hi, I am new to this dialysis thing too. Had my temp port and fistula put in on the 19th of Oct. and have had 10 dialysis treatments so far. Boy do I feel better! but I do get depressed thinking that this will have to be my way of life for the rest of my life. 3 times a week for 4 hours is a long time to lay there and think. Looking forward to hearing from others their thoughts and feelings and how they manage to cope. 
Even though I'm not doing hemo, doing PD, I too get the "oh man this is gonna be how my life will be?" thoughts. My apartment is full of boxes, and medical supplies, looks more like a warehouse then a home right now. All I can do is remember what a wise man once said "any day you wake up is a good day" Also, every time we over come, or handle something tough, we grow stronger. It is a mental drain as much or even more then physical. But just cherish the little things, focus on the positive stuff, like that sunset, or the fresh flowers. Keep your mind occupied.
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